It's Been A While...

Hello All,

So stuff happened. I got 58 subscribers, my relationship has been going almost 5 months, and I've had a couple of emotional breakdowns along the way. I also came out as asexual, which was as messy and relieving and uttertly underwhelming as you might expect. But now I am back because I need to express myself again. I am ready and recharged.

I feel like I've grown into myself. I know what I love and what I want and how to get it, and I have my eyes fixed on a horizon. As Augustus Walters so eloquently put it, "I'm on a rollercoaster that only goes up"

Stay Different,
Your Skye

Today was... Different

Today, I had an epiphany. It went something like this.

You're going to die. No matter what happens today, tomorrow or next year, you will die, and there is nothing you can do about it. So smile! If everyone's going to be a drama llama, don't let them bother you. Next year, what you're arguing about will not matter, so just enjoy life. Learn from everything. If nothing matters, then by extension everything matters, because it's so infinitley useless it would be sacrilage not to have fun.

Now I know that just sounds like a huge, thinly vieled #YOLO, but in fact it's the opposite. A few people I know have the philosiphy that nothing matters so if something upsets you say. Don't bother what people think of you. I have the opposite view.

If we're on our way to inevitable doom, we should be declining to be petty and superficial. If someone upsets you, let it go, it won't make any difference in the grand scheme of things.

This midset put me in an amazing mood, and I've been commited to help everyone all day. It's wonderful, if a little morbid.

Tell me Invisible reader, am I crazy?

Stay Elated,
Your Skye